10:54 pm
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For the slow witted... YHBT. YHL. HAND.
Current Mood: amused Current Music: "Black Cadillacs" - Modest Mouse
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07:05 pm
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god i hate politics k its been a while since i updatd but ive been realy busy (i had lots of tests in school)
debates- ok this is a no brairner - bush : 1 kerry : 0. seriouslyn. no brainer. in case u didnt see heres a summary : john kerry was murdered by bush. everytime teh modertor guy would ask a queston john kerry would be liek "bill ill answer ur queston but first let me tell u HOW BAD THIS PRESIDENT IS! HE WENT TO IRAQ AN USAMA WANT THERE OMG WAH WAH WAH WE DIDNT FIND USAMA HE WASNT IN IRAQ NVM THE FACT TAHT HE WAS TORCHERIN HIS OWN PPL!!" he is such a dodger. an ppl r all over bush b/c he didnt snap back answers realy quick. HELLO! its called thinkin b4 u speak! dont even get me started on teh whole "i dig ur wife" thing.
kerry just couldnt seem 2 leave iraq alone. my dad said i best "kerry thinks well just forget abot how HE VOTED 4 IRAQ YEA RITE THINK AGAIN BUDDY!" so lets just pretend that it was wrong 4 us to set all teh iraqs free lets pretend taht he didnt have wmds lets pretend that all wew were supposd 2 do was go 2 afganistan an just resecue them THAT MAKES JOHN KERRY JUST AS BAD AS GEORGE BUSH 4 VOTIN 4 THE WAR!! ppl r so retarded sum times.
i dont remember where i saw it but bush realy is gods chosen leared an i just wish sum ppl would ignore this kerry clown. john kerry : "WAT ABOUT THE SCHOOLS?" teh schools r fine get off of it. ur not gonna win w/ that card.
john kerry. haha charade u r.
i dont even no were to start on the vice president debate. john edwards was just massacared. not even close. dick cheney just ripped him 2 little piecs.
rathergate my dad just got his issue of world an dan rather is on the cover. god. if ever there was a lil whore 4 teh democrates dan rather was it. y r ppl so eager 2 make the president look bad? r ppl so desperate that theyll make stuff pu about him just to make him look bad? GIVE ME A BREAK. IT WAS FREAKIN TYPED IN MICROSOFT WORD!! HELLO!! WAS SUM1 ASLEEP ON TEH JOB UH YEA I THINK THE ANSWER IS YES. dan rather. ur a joke. he should just resign b4 ppl just start watchin upn instead.
bobby hey u! if ur readin this email me or call me 2nite i realy need 2 talk to u. i luv u so much. ttyl sweetie :* :D
newayz i have sum homework 2 do but ill update again tomorow after school or sumthin. depends.
kisses
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: "I Hate Everything About You" - 3 Days Grace
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12:28 am
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oh btw oh btw pray for 4 me an beth were both goin through some tought troubles w/ school an all and we need ur prayers
thx u :D
~*crystal*~
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12:27 am
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repent!!! ok so i wuz on the internet 2night an this girl bethany ims me (shes realy sweet :D) and we had some talk. i have some serous apologizin 2 do.
1.) im sry for hatin ne1. i dont hate u. i realy dont. i dont hate frenchies (i just dislike them) i dont hate arabs i dont hate negros i dont hate asian ppl. i wuz wrong to say that. i just strongly disliek some of thos ppl.
2.) im sry for bein mean 2 ne1. i dont mean 2 sound mean but its my lj is it ur lj no it isnt its mine an this is a place 4 my opinions if it was ur lj it would be called "ur lj" but it isnt its called "crystals lj" b/c its mine not urs.
3.) me an beth were talkin about teh bible 2night and she pointed sumthin out 2 me - we ned 2 read it more often. so i read in the bible 2night some verses taht should help me w/ my points
first there was this place in john and it said "REPENT FOR THE KINGDOM OF JESUS IS AT HAND". thats realy wat im tryin 2 say. i dont hate u guys i just want 2 u repent b/c jesus is coming soon an if u dont believe in him ull go 2 hell. my friend mike has this sayin - earth is liek hell an we all have 2 spend time here an christians get 2 go 2 heaven but sinners stay here 4EVER!! U MUST REPENT OR U WILL SPEND FOREVER IN HELL. i say mean things b/c sum1 has 2 say them or every1 will go 2 hell! do u think jesus or corrie ten bom or billy graham said 'oh excuse me but if u dont mind id liek 2 say that u might be wrong?' NO!! he said and i quote "YOU SNAKES!!!" he let them have it b/c he loved them!!!
do u think jesus would support killin an evil dictator? ofc he would! do the french? NO! this is just basics math ppl! the french ppl arent doin wat jesus would do so they arent bein christians. thats y they nevr win wars b/c jesus isnt on there side!! i would rathr stand alone an be w/ jesus than have 2 join teh world and conform.
neways its late an i need my beauty rest.
kisses
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: tired Current Music: "Teen Spirit" by Nirvana
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10:04 pm
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backkkk ok im back. and im better. me and sara talked it out an i dont care wut u guys think. u can kiss my rump.
republican convention - ok so me an my dad were watchin the repblican
convention last night on tv an sid mellers speech was soooooooooooo
good. all u antiwar ppl can go 2 hell (or back 2 FRANCE LOL). sersiusly
. this is a time when we need 2 support teh president NOT OPOSE HIM. i
dont care wut u say once ur in a war U HAV 2 FINISH IT. can we just
leeve iraq? NO. thats teh wrong thing 2 do. u no wut happens? sum1 jus
liek sadam hussen an usama bin ladon will rise up an will hav 2 go back
an kill ppl again. do u want that? NO. ofc not. only retards would want
taht (or french ppl LOL) speakin of french ppl i was readin this thing
online about war stuff and french ppl NEVER won a war. NEVER. look it
up. i asked my history teachr an he sad "nope they nevr won a war thats
y they r so big scardy cats" which is liek so true. seriously. newayz
we need 2 elect george bush again if nothin more than b/c hes a war
president.
john kerry - he was on tv talkin about how jobs are not comin in an how
we keep dependin on othr countrys for stuff WELL GUESS WAT? WE CANT
HAVE OIL B/C U DEMOCRATS WONT LET US DRILL ALASKA (LIEK NE1 LIVES
THERE) SO WE HAV 2. an dont give me non of that "dont use cars" bs. we
cant just stop drivin. john kerry. wat an idoit.
newayz i need to go to bed ill post more later tomorrow
kisses
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: "Echoes" by Pink Floyd
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03:21 pm
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sara sara - call me. (732) 910-7319 ok? its really important. or email me.
Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: "The Man Who Sold the World" - Foo Fighters
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02:33 pm
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as if life couldnt get ne worse im begging u wat DO U WANT FROM ME? WAT DID I DO 2 U? Y WONT U JUST LEAVE ME ALONE???
y u do u care how i type? y not just go 2 a diffrent websiet an compain
there? y do u have to call me bad names? r u that self conscious? do u
have nothin better 2 do than make fun of girls on the internet?
plz just go away. i nevr did ne thing 2 u. if u dont like wat i have 2 say THEN GO SOMEWHER ELSE.
i no none of u care but ive never had a worse day in my life. evry1 at
school was talkin about how my dad f his sister (HE DOESNT EVEN HAVE
1!!) an how im incest an crap like that. y do u want 2 hurt me like
that when u nevr even met me? do u no that makes girls cry? did u no im
cryin rite now?
mike told me theres a way 2 keep u ppl from postin but i got kicked off
aol b4 he could tell me. i got 2 find out soon tho b/c this is rely
hurtin me.
thx u ffs this sucks 4 bein nice 2 me. u r prolly the only nice person who visited my blog 2day
ive got lots of homework 2 do (yay this day just keep gettin bettr) plz dont post bad things.
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: "Zoey Jane" by Staind
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10:14 am
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:''( GOD i swear this just keeps getting worse no mattr wat i say or do ppl
are still on here tellin me how im dumb and ugly an a whore. :''(
"Lord, take away pain!
The shadow that darkens the world You have made;
The close-coiling chain that strangles the heart;
The burden that weighs on the wings that would soar --
Lord, take away pain from the world You have made,
That we should love You more!"
Then answered God to the cry of His world:
"Shall I take away pain,
And with it the power of the soul to endure,
Made strong by the strain?
Shall I take away pity that knits heart to heart,
And sacrifice high?
Will you lose all your heroes that lift from the fire
White brows to the sky?
Shall I take away love, that redeems with a price,
And smiles at its loss?
Can you spare from your lives that would climb unto mine
The Christ on His cross?"
will u guys plz stop bein so mean? if u disagree plz just post nicely
it realy hurts when ppl say im a dumb whore or that my dad f my sister
:''(
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: depressed Current Music: "Kim" by Eminem
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12:24 am
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stop plz!! alrite
i have a lot of things 2 say an i will say them now
1 ) 1 of the best things about the us is how u can say wut u want. im
doin that yet u ppl r jumpin all over me b/c y? b/c u dont agree? r u
rely that pitiful? ur gonna watse ur time tellin ME how im wrong
instead of startin ur own website about how ur rite? plz. thats just
sad.
2 ) if u dont agree w/ i turned on anonymous coments on purpose. i liek
hearing other ppls opinions but plz dont be gross. my friends and
family read this an they dont need 2 see all this crap abot sex an
stuff so plz just cut it out. i dont care how big and band and tough u
think u r u should never use thos kind of words
3 ) i went 2 those website an i dont udnerstand. y r u pickin on me? wut did i do 2 u? y am i on a nerd website?
i no none u probably care but this rely is hurtin me w/ all this stuff
goin on. i come home from school 2 find that my grammas worse, mike
wont talk 2 me an then a bunch of ppl r talkin gross on my lj? i just
cried 4 a while b/c i thot my day could not get ne worse but i was
wrong i come up here an see all these ppl sayin "shes ugly whore" and
"shes stupid bint". plz just stop. if u dont liek wat im sayin or how
im sayin it JUST GO SOMEWERE ELSE.
i was mad earler. i dont hate all of u im just realy stressed out and depressed and sad. i love every1 even if some ppl are mean rite now
kisses
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: sad Current Music: "Blue" by Tommy Lee
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03:44 pm
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Y DOES EVERY1 HAET ME??? Every1,
i hav a question 4 all of u ppl out there. Y DOES EVERY1 HATE ME??? i mean, im not that bad am i? i cnt believ some of the stuff ppl say on my livejornal. nd Y DOES EVERY1 ALWAYZ USE BAD WORDZ??? im sure we could rely live without them. SOME1 CALLED ME A PIG. IM NOT A PIG IM NOT FAT MY MOM SAYS THIS DIET IS WORKING OK?/? every1 dosnt undrstand me. nd my dad didnt f his little sistr!!! HE DOSNT EVN HAV A LITTLE SISTER OKY??? thats rely gross. i dnt know how ppl can even BE THAT WAY. OMG. if i grow up to be the presidnt im going 2 make sure that ppl arnt alowed 2 make stupid coments liek that. stuf liek that hurts rely bad oky? some1 caled me retarted :'|. IM NT RETARTED. nd i DO know about 9/11 i just made a little mistake. 4 every1s notice : IM NT GETING RID OF MY INTERNT CONNECTION. I LIKE IT ND I THINK ITS RELY COOL. sara is the only persn that understnds me. THANK U SARA UR THE BEST GURLFRIEND CALL ME 2NITE I NEED SOME1 2 TALK 2. im going. i hate all of u that posted on my LJ. except mike nd sara. ~*crystal*~
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07:43 pm
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HEY AGAIN EVRY1!!! i dnt have long 2 tlk but i just wnted to put up this song i wrote 2 Josh. I HATE U JOSH U NEED TO GO DIE. NVR TLK TO ME AGAIN. EVR. Ne wayz. Heres the song.
Iiwoke up this morning wit a smile on my face Realizing that i just needed some space 2 clear my mind Now that i thought about it I know that ill nvr change my mind
chorus: I hate u, I nvr want 2 talk 2 u again, I dnt need your love no more b/c I haaaaaaaaate u
Now that im free, ive been thinkin bout some stuff ive realized that u were really mean i still cant believe that u thought i cheated B/c you thought that i decided i didn’t need u no more
chorus: i hate u, i nvr want 2 talk 2 u again, i dnt need your love no more b/c i haaaaaaaaaaate u… yes I haaaaaaaaaate u…. ill always haaaaaaaate u. I HATE U JOSH.
lol. i think thats some of my best work yet. i called it i hate u Josh. If you have ne ideas 4 improvment plz leave a comment!!!!! k thnks.
Be4 i leave i guess Ill leave u an update on my life lol.
Grandma – My grandma has cancer :’|. She just got through wit chemo therapy nd all her hair is gone!!! She looks really scary lol. i told my mom that she looked like an old lady wit no hair nd she got mad at me. ITS TRUE!!!!! lol rents.
Bobby Ray – OMG. There’s this new guy at school nd hes REALLY cute lol. i talked 2 him 2day nd he seemed really nice ND LIKE SOMEONE WHO WOULDN’T TELL ME I CHEATED JOSH. Ne wayz. Bobby Ray is really cute nd i hope everything works out wit us. Bobby if u see this plz IM me lol!!! ;P!!!!
i have 2 go every1 i have lots 2 think about nd im really tired. Love 2 every1!!!
kisses,
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: "Stab People" by Insane Clown Posse
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10:07 am
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kk im back :-D hey evry1!
im sorry for not writin but BOY have i been busy!
ok so heres whats happened since i last updated--
josh - josh u r mean and i hope u die. u broke my heart and stuck it in
a blender and made smoothies w/ it. ur so mean. i hope u die and
tiffany u r mean 2 u betrayed me an then u told ms.franks i
cheated I DID NOT CHEAT. now ur hurtin b/c my love is gone.
9/11 - NEVR FORGET. in case ur wonderin what 9/11 is let me tell u.
early in the morning at like 8 or sumthin some evil muslim ppl took
over two planes and crashd them in to teh world trade center. the world
trade center is a place where ppl do business and stuff so they were
attack our econonmy. then anoter plane crashed into the white house an
tried to kill sum military ppl. a bunch of ppl died and we should nevr
4get them. :we need strong policy to keep an eye on muslim ppl and
stuff. my dad was tellin me just the other day he caught some pakistani
dude tryin 2 sneak a bomb into a preschool (my dad is a cop) but he
caught them. GO BACK TO ARABIA U EVIL PPL UNITED WE STAND GOD BLESS
AMERICA
grandma - my grandma was diagnosd w/ cancer last week :"'( its
rely bad and sad. im not sure how long shell live but shes goin 2 the
hospital soon. my grandpa is already dead so im not sure how im goin 2
cope w/ this.
mike - mike wont talk 2 me nemore and its makin me really sad :''( mike
if ur reading this plz call me or im me or something. i miss talkin 2 u
and i dont like it when ur mad @ me.
ok ill update some more 2night
kisses
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: distressed Current Music: "Yellow" by Coldplay
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07:58 pm
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bad day =( ok
2day was a really bad day. ok so i talk to josh and he was really mean
2 me. i was just talking with him and i told him again that i liked him
(weve known eachother 4eva) and asked him how he felt about me. :'( he
said some of the meanest things. he said i was a whore and that i was
bad and that i was a liar and ugly and that no one would ever want to
be w/ me. then he told me how tiffany (1 of my best friends) was so
much better than me an how she an him were 2gethr now and it was none
of my business.
:'''( that really hurt my feelings. i think i cried like an entire
ocean this afternoon. josh u broke my heart i hate u i cant believe i
ever trusted u. i gave u my heart and u put it in the blender and made
smoothees w/ it. i serously cant understand y u would be taht way 2 me
after all weve been trhough. was tiffany there when u had braces? no
was tiffany there when u were fat? no was tiffany there when ur dad
beat ur mom? no. who was lets see ME. ur broke my heart.
but then it got bettr. i talked 2 this guy i no and he made verything
bettr. he was so sweet and nice and EVRYTHING JOSH ISNT THX U
VERY MUCH. so he made my day bettr :D
neways i need 2 go eat dinner. hopefully ill post some more tonight. HAPPY LABOR DAY lol
kisses
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: quixotic Current Music: "Inside Out" - Eve 6
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09:15 pm
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I HAVE THE INTERNET!!!! hey evry1 guess what?
I HAVE THE INTERNET!!!! thats right we jsut got aol b/c my dad needs it for his email and stuff but i get 2 use it 2!! isnt that awesome? ok ok ok i no what ur saying "oh how old every1 has the internet now" well guess what i dont so haha now i do SO DONT MAKE FUN OF ME :P
ok so i got the internet 2day and i have a aol instant messanger screen name now 2 guess what it is -- sk8erchikhottie (all 1 word josh :P) so now u can im me isnt that awesome? so IM ME!! I LOOOOOOOOOOVE IMS :D :D :D :D
so yeah what else happend 2day... hmmmm.... o yeah i went 2 the movies 2day. i saw "alien verses predator". it was scary lol.
quiz time lol!!
 Emotional
What Type of Lover Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
im emotional! THAT IS SO NOT TrUE (lol ok it is :) i guess i am kinda emotional well i gotta go eat dinner i might write some more but leave some comments 4 me
kisses
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: awake Current Music: "Pieces of Me" Ashlee Simpson
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09:14 pm
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life SUX rap SUX parents SUX U SUX ok 2day was a rely bad day. i should known from the start it was gonna
suck b/c of dennys. i didnt see josh 2day and alicia is in the hospital
so no talkin 2 her an my TEACHER GAVE ME A D ON MY ENGLISH PAPER!!! i
dont like to toot my own horn but i think im a pretty good writer.
heres a sample of what the paper had --
without a doubt Jesus would've been the best president ever. When he
was only 12 years old he went to the temple to preach to the Jews and
was just amazing everyone. Think how much better the U.S.A. would be if
Bill Clinton wasn't Bill Clinto but instead was Jesus? Do you think
we'd be fighting a way? NO!! We'd all be loving each other because
thats what Jesus was about! LOVE! There isn't enough love in the world!
Jesus would also be great because hes not only the son of god, HES A
PRINCE OF PEACE!!! Hed probably do things differently. Even George W
Bush could learn from Jesus (and thats why George W Bush is a christian
and we need to keep him in office!!)
neway its not going to let me post the rest because its too long but
can u believe i got a D on that? its probably b/c my teacher isnt a
christian and doesnt want ppl 2 no about jesus. but she will b/c
as it says in genesis "every knee shall bow and every tongue confess
that jesus christ is lord!!!". :) TOUGH LUCK TEACHER LOL JESUS
> YOU
but then at lunch tiffany walks up 2 me an is like "did u talk 2 josh
last nite" an im like "yeah he said he wants 2 go to teh movies this
weekend" and she was like "lol hes so tripping he doesnt rely like you"
and i wanted 2 cry :'( b/c it hurt. josh im me tonite if u see this.
then on the way home there was these black dudes playin rap music it was 50 cent or ja rule or lloyd banks or g-unit or some ghetto crap. all rap sux (except for eminem hes hott lol) an is about girls w/ big butts and alcohol and money and guns and killin ppl. its evil. i think it should be banned an my dad says thats y u have 2 be careful around ppl who listen 2 rap music. he said when he was a cop that all teh black ppl would listen 2 rap and that was the reason they did bad things. we should ban it!!
my parents are givin me crap about likin josh they say hes too old and that i shouldnt be liking boys. gah. parents just dont understand.
neway i have 2 go eat din-din. hopefully ill post some more tomorrow morning when i feel bettr.
kisses
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: sad Current Music: "Pieces of You" by Jewel
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ok b4 i go to school hey every1!
ive got about 15 minutes b4 i have to go 2 school so i thot id write in
my lj. me and my family were eatin breakfast today at dennys (we
do that every thursday) and i swear there were FAT PPL EVERYWHER.
michael moore is right, PPL NEED 2 QUIT EATIN SO MUCH. so im eatin at
dennys and they have THE BEST pancakes its called 'rooty tooty fresh
and frooty' and its rely good, but all these fat ppl kept lookin at it
an im like "um ok u ppl need to go get sum exercise an stop lookin at
my food" but i didnt say that b/c im kind of afraid of fat ppl lol.
but u no what i hate more than fat ppl? guess! give up? PPL WHO SMOKE.
my grandpa got died with cancer b/c he smoked 2 much so its a very
person thing 4 me. ppl in dennys smoke alot there was this one family
who was fat AND SMOKED there probably going 2 die soon b/c they do that
to there bodies. we learned in school the othr day about how smoke
causes you to eat cancer EVERYTIME U LIGHT UP. so think abot that and
dont smoke!! :'( i miss u grandpa
as if that werent bad enough the lady was slow and wouldnt bring us our
food so dad took the tips from our table and didnt leave her one. lol
serves her right. so im havin sort of a bad day :'( i need a hug
hopefully ill see josh 2day and that will make it better but if not
leave some love in teh comments 2 make me feel better
kisses
~*crystal*~
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MICHAEL PHELPS SHULDNT HAVE 2 GIVE UP HIS MEDAL ok so i wuz watchin the olympics the othr day and my dad changed it to
cnn (my dad sucks :P) and it was a story on how michael phelps didnt
realy earn his gold (whatt a bunch of crap! anyone who saw him race in
the 1000m swimming race COULD TELL HE WAS THE OBVIOS WINNER!!!) an that
sum korean dude won. what a bunch of crap. they say some retard french
judge coult pick a number so michael phelps didnt really win and im
like "WHAT THA HECK IS WRONG W/ U FRENCH PPL? R U RETARD? FIRST U
OPPOSE THE WAR IN IRAQ AN NOW U DONT WANT US 2 WIN THE GOLD?"
now the korean ppl are whinin about how he deserved it EVEN THO HE
LOST. that is SO like korean ppl. theres this korean chik at my school
named hungkowpowchicka or sumthin an shes ALWAYS sayin teh teacher
cheeted her grade. just like the ppl in korea LOL. newayz i just hate
it when ppl try to steal americas thunder. its not our fault were the
best!
speakin of french and korea did u no they both opposed the war in iraq?
1 is a comunist country and the othr is a no-fight-anytime country.
mabye there in this 2gethr to squash the american gold medals an make
ppl think there strong! HEY KOREA WE BLEW U UP IN WW2 W/ TEH ATOM
BOMB WE'LL DO IT AGAIN. an french ppl suck.
i gottta get home. librarian is givin me weird looks (she smells funny
lol). dad says we might get the internet b/c he has to have it for his
email and stuff so i might get aol and be able to post on my lj and
stuff!
kisses all and GOD BLESS THE USA
~*crystal*~
Current Mood: crazy Current Music: "Swing, Swing" by All American Rejects
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